August 10th, 2007
Current State of Mind
I've been really irritated the whole day. But funny thing is, just a glance of him, just one fleeting glance that I didn't even see his facial expression is enough to fix things. Funny. And I'm just flirting. Then I hear a condescending voice at the back of my head saying "You fuckin' fag!" and I answer out loud, "Exactly."
As I told Jace, it's hard to think of him without the element of a tequila body shot on his yummy, yummy torso with the lime between his teeth ending in an intense, passionate kiss (thanks Dus for supplying the details).
Well, just a thought to help me go on through everyday. That's the purpose of crushes. They serve as inspirations, daily doses of it, to put a little spice in your otherwise bleak and boring life. Something to look forward to or be anxious about. No matter how pathetic it is.
I really hate Mondays! No one can change that!
Imagine staying up 'til sunrise finishing your powerpoint presentation thinking the professor is finally modernized just to learn that all she wants is a traditional reporting (read: manila paper posted on the board).
Fuck! If she wasn't as convoluted as my pubic hair!
Damn it! I hate Mondays!
Hoy! Tangina mong babae ka (kung babae ka man)! Alam ko kasi walang gender ang mga amoeba e, let alone an IQ na papasa miski para sa isang subhuman species.
Ning, the nerve na ikumpara ako sa level mo! Pasalamat ka at 'di kita pinatulan dahil 'di hamak naman na mas may breeding ako kesa sa 'yo no! Please! Kung ano man ang rason mo sa pamemeste sa 'min, wala akong pakialam! Manahimik ka or papasakan kita ng troso sa bunganga mo! Edukado ako, at ginagamit ko sa ayos ang pinag-aralan ko. Ikaw, wala kang ibang gawin kundi kalikutin ang cellphone mo katulad ng ginagawa ng mga chipanggang saleslady sa Isetann Recto! Pathetic. Girl, grow up and get a life. And quoting a famous line from Beatriz of Pinoy Big Brother Season 2: "ACT YOUR AGE!"
Kuuuuuh!!!
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Ayan...inhale. Exhale. Breathe. Tapos na ang rant. Salamat sa pambubulabog sa buhay ko. It just shows that I'm definitely a better person than you.